And the thought that I'm leaving anytime soon, strikes me last night. I've been in my utmost denial for a few weeks already. I'm leaving... I'm leaving... and the feeling of loneliness comes in. I'm going to work abroad for 2 years, away.... Away from home, family, friends.... LOVED ONES! :( New faces, new places, new culture. Can I possibly live with this kind of change? A drastic change. An inevitable change. Lord God, please stay with me, I know you will and always be. I will do this not just for me, but for my family, my future family, all for the glory of You, Papa God.