Wednesday, 14 September 2011

Dear Future Boyfriend :)

Dear Future Boyfriend, 

             I've already met some guys, became someone's girlfriend, loved them with all my heart, but ended up with a broken heart. Now, I'm still on a long wait and today, I'm just feeling lonely. Someone, again, has broken my heart. But I think it's my fault for letting myself fall too much, expect too much and assume too much. I've always been like that. And I'm tired of it. Where are you when I want someone to wipe my tears after all those rough days? I sort of need you. No one else is here for me, but I know that whenever I meet you in the future, you'll be there to catch me, listen to me, hold me and wipe away my tears and tell me, "Hey, everything will be okay". You'll be just there, and will never walk away. Promise me, that you'll be the one that I can run to when the going gets tough. You'll be there to comfort me, when I have no one to cry out all my unnecessary tears to. Just be there for me, you don't have to say anything to make me feel better, all I need is a warm hug and that means a lot. You may be the not-so-good-looking guy on Earth but there has to be that certain something that could actually affect me, when you smile and especially with the way you look at me. I want someone who could make me laugh hard; someone who could accept and love me out of my imperfections; someone that will respect me like a lot; and someone who could make me feel really special, like I'm the only girl in the world (as the song goes by Rihanna, LOL!). I want you to be the sweetest! :) Sweetest, even in your own simple way. You don't have to give me stuff to please me, I'm not into material things, I don't need that. Communication is very important to me, even if we're both busy, I want someone who can talk to at the end of the day. I also want to read, sweet messages from you when I woke up and so before I sleep, that will definitely make my day. Simple as that. I may not be your priority, but I don't want to feel like I'm taken for granted. As we all know, nobody's perfect. We all make mistakes, but I just want you to be honest to tell me all the simplest mistake you will ever make, even if it'll hurt me a lot coz I hate liars. Fights, somewhat adds spice to a relationship, and when that happens, I want us to talk about it, and will never end the day without us fixing it. I might do things that aren't right and might piss you off, but please know, I won't do such intentionally. Blame it on our hormones! hahaha! Kidding aside, I also want you to love not just me, but also my friends and family. When we're together, I'll do my very best to make you beyond happy. :) I'll be the ever-loyal and faithful girl you'll ever have, and will love you unconditionally, I want you to do the same. I know I'll be meeting you someday, and I hope to see you soon. I asked God for a sign, I will know if it's YOU if you have that. I'll be waiting... :)

Sweet.. :) 
Written: 05/29/11